POEMS

new stuff

have a lot of new poems. I will post them when I get hone form school. =[

posted by mariah @ 1:41 PM 1 comments

Scared

Just sitting here
with nothing to say
no one is near
no one coming this way

I sit on my chair
pondering life
just staring there
watching him hold that knife

Why is he holding that
what could it be for
he should put it back
and I should run for the door

Just sitting there
I had nothing to say
when no one was near
with that man coming this way

posted by mariah @ 10:25 PM 0 comments

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sitting there in the rain

makes me think

think of all the things around me

the world that surrounds me

all the people that care

and all the people that were just there

nothing can surprise me now

everything has happend

everytime i take a bow

something new will start to happen

I have learned to think before i speak

to know before i decide

but yet i choose to push it aside

and go by first reaction

it's is not always good

and it is not always bad

but some of the things i do

really make people sad

whenever i do think

I yet end up making a mistake

thinking someone is a friend

thinking that it will never end

just as i start to believe

it all goes away

nothing tends to stay

nothing tends to trust my way

everything that i say

seems to mean nothing

everything i have believed

was snatched from beneath me

everything that i have accomplished

has been demolished completely

posted by mariah @ 12:34 AM 0 comments

A poets Conversation

mariah: i have someone on my mind

Mike: he pecks at it like birds

mariah: but everything is falling behind

Mike: and he makes mush out of my words

mariah: when i try to speak to him

Mike: he turns and walks away

mariah: i feel like i know him

Mike: but theres nothing i can say

mariah: he doesnt even notice me

Mike: he doesnt even care

mariah: i feel like I am a tree

mariah: he doesnt even know I'm there

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Mike: she doesnt really know it

mariah: she dont know what to say

Mike: all she does is think of him

mariah: but he's just in the way

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mariah: she wants him to care

mariah: he doesnt notice

mariah: she doesnt think it's fair

mariah: but he still doesnt notice

mariah: when she speaks

Mike: he doesnt hear her

Mike: when she tries

Mike: he deasnt know

Mike: it hurts

Mike: when he gets near her

mariah: she thinks of him when it snows

Mike): he hopes she doesnt notice

Mike: that there's more there than like

Mike: he doesnt think she can realize

Mike: she's stolen the heart of mike

------

mariah: she would never admit it

mariah: she'd never say

mariah: she'd never think

mariah: she'd feel this way

mariah: but as time passes

mariah: we all change

mariah: and now she knows

mariah: what to say

mariah: everytime we speak

mariah: everything we say

mariah: nothing could be wrong

mariah: with what we do today

mariah: everything we feel

mariah: every single way

mariah: it is real

mariah: and it wont go away

mariah: but yes it wont last

mariah: I am sorry to say

mariah: the things we feel

mariah: wont go away

mariah: but we'll never act

mariah: on what we say

mariah: you love people

mariah: for different reasons

mariah: but you can only choose one

mariah: one person for you

mariah: onee person for good

mariah: someone who is always there

mariah: someone who will always care

mariah: nothing can change the things we feel

mariah: nothing can take that away

mariah: but it's him

mariah: him who i have to choose

mariah: and it is you

mariah: who i have to lose

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Mike: some one locked my heart in jail

Mike: they laughed and swallowe dthe key

Mike: but you musnt shed a single tear

Mike: for one day it will be free

posted by mariah @ 1:40 AM 0 comments

Me writing

Hello everyone. I hope you enjoyed what I have posted so far. I will have more poems shortly, I just need to gather them. I'm on vacation, so all my others are in Oklahoma. When I get back I will post them. Love you all!

xoxo-mariah

posted by mariah @ 7:01 PM 0 comments

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(written a minute ago)



why is everything a lie,
nothing turns out as I hope,
sometimes i wish i could fly,
or run-away on nothing but hope.

every day another guy,
breaks another heart,
all i can say is good bye,
and pick up all the parts.

my heart can not take anymore,
you say it with no meaning,
you are just knocking on the door,
while I lie there bleeding.

I told you I loved you,
and that was a fact,
I told you I hate you,
ask me to take it back.

You act like it's not a big deal,
to say "I love you"
but how would it make you feel,
if no one "loved" you.

All I asked of you,
was ifr you love me,
but hey it was nothing new,
when you just said yes and hugged me.




-mariah w

posted by mariah @ 1:01 AM 0 comments

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everything,
everything happens for a reason,

reason,
there is never a good one,

one,
no one can make it alone,

alone,
alone is what I want to be,

be,
be someone...do something,

somethings,
somethings are just better off as they were,

were you,
were you ever happy,

happy,
do you even know what happiness is,

happiness,
you could never know,

knowing,
what does knowing things get you,

you,
you don't get it.

-mariah

posted by mariah @ 1:34 AM 1 comments