POEMS

new stuff

2007-10-08T13:41:00.000-05:00

have a lot of new poems. I will post them when I get hone form school. =[

Scared

2006-09-25T22:25:00.000-05:00

Just sitting here
with nothing to say
no one is near
no one coming this way

I sit on my chair
pondering life
just staring there
watching him hold that knife

Why is he holding that
what could it be for
he should put it back
and I should run for the door

Just sitting there
I had nothing to say
when no one was near
with that man coming this way

Untitled

2006-09-08T00:34:00.000-05:00

sitting there in the rain

makes me think

think of all the things around me

the world that surrounds me

all the people that care

and all the people that were just there

nothing can surprise me now

everything has happend

everytime i take a bow

something new will start to happen

I have learned to think before i speak

to know before i decide

but yet i choose to push it aside

and go by first reaction

it's is not always good

and it is not always bad

but some of the things i do

really make people sad

whenever i do think

I yet end up making a mistake

thinking someone is a friend

thinking that it will never end

just as i start to believe

it all goes away

nothing tends to stay

nothing tends to trust my way

everything that i say

seems to mean nothing

everything i have believed

was snatched from beneath me

everything that i have accomplished

has been demolished completely

A poets Conversation

2006-08-13T01:40:00.000-05:00

mariah: i have someone on my mind

Mike: he pecks at it like birds

mariah: but everything is falling behind

Mike: and he makes mush out of my words

mariah: when i try to speak to him

Mike: he turns and walks away

mariah: i feel like i know him

Mike: but theres nothing i can say

mariah: he doesnt even notice me

Mike: he doesnt even care

mariah: i feel like I am a tree

mariah: he doesnt even know I'm there

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Mike: she doesnt really know it

mariah: she dont know what to say

Mike: all she does is think of him

mariah: but he's just in the way

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mariah: she wants him to care

mariah: he doesnt notice

mariah: she doesnt think it's fair

mariah: but he still doesnt notice

mariah: when she speaks

Mike: he doesnt hear her

Mike: when she tries

Mike: he deasnt know

Mike: it hurts

Mike: when he gets near her

mariah: she thinks of him when it snows

Mike): he hopes she doesnt notice

Mike: that there's more there than like

Mike: he doesnt think she can realize

Mike: she's stolen the heart of mike

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mariah: she would never admit it

mariah: she'd never say

mariah: she'd never think

mariah: she'd feel this way

mariah: but as time passes

mariah: we all change

mariah: and now she knows

mariah: what to say

mariah: everytime we speak

mariah: everything we say

mariah: nothing could be wrong

mariah: with what we do today

mariah: everything we feel

mariah: every single way

mariah: it is real

mariah: and it wont go away

mariah: but yes it wont last

mariah: I am sorry to say

mariah: the things we feel

mariah: wont go away

mariah: but we'll never act

mariah: on what we say

mariah: you love people

mariah: for different reasons

mariah: but you can only choose one

mariah: one person for you

mariah: onee person for good

mariah: someone who is always there

mariah: someone who will always care

mariah: nothing can change the things we feel

mariah: nothing can take that away

mariah: but it's him

mariah: him who i have to choose

mariah: and it is you

mariah: who i have to lose

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Mike: some one locked my heart in jail

Mike: they laughed and swallowe dthe key

Mike: but you musnt shed a single tear

Mike: for one day it will be free

Me writing

2006-07-13T19:01:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone. I hope you enjoyed what I have posted so far. I will have more poems shortly, I just need to gather them. I'm on vacation, so all my others are in Oklahoma. When I get back I will post them. Love you all!

xoxo-mariah

Untitled

2006-07-12T01:01:00.000-05:00

(written a minute ago)

why is everything a lie,
nothing turns out as I hope,
sometimes i wish i could fly,
or run-away on nothing but hope.

every day another guy,
breaks another heart,
all i can say is good bye,
and pick up all the parts.

my heart can not take anymore,
you say it with no meaning,
you are just knocking on the door,
while I lie there bleeding.

I told you I loved you,
and that was a fact,
I told you I hate you,
ask me to take it back.

You act like it's not a big deal,
to say "I love you"
but how would it make you feel,
if no one "loved" you.

All I asked of you,
was ifr you love me,
but hey it was nothing new,
when you just said yes and hugged me.

-mariah w

Untitled

2006-07-10T01:34:00.000-05:00

everything,
everything happens for a reason,

reason,
there is never a good one,

one,
no one can make it alone,

alone,
alone is what I want to be,

be,
be someone...do something,

somethings,
somethings are just better off as they were,

were you,
were you ever happy,

happy,
do you even know what happiness is,

happiness,
you could never know,

knowing,
what does knowing things get you,

you,
you don't get it.

-mariah

another poem

2006-07-09T02:45:00.000-05:00

Loving You(edited)new title is -
DANCING IN THE RAIN

Loving you,
is just first nature,
You make everything alright,
nothing could go wrong,

Even when I am feeling blue.
When I look at you,
the world disappears,
nothing can stand in our way.

Why do my problems disappear,
only when you are near,
there is just something about you.

I can hear the drip-drop-drip-drops from the rain,
and you are the only thing that matters,
no one can seperate us.

You make me believe,
you make me hope,
you let me understand,
and you trust me.

You let me be silly,
you let me be strange,
you let me be myself,
Lets go dancing in the rain.

POEMS

2006-07-07T21:15:00.000-05:00

LOVING YOU

Loving you,
is what I do best,
you,
Make me smile,
Even when I'm in distress.

When I look at you,
the world disappears,
all I see is you.

Why,
why is it that you make me feel this way,
what is it about you.

I,
I can see me loving no one,
no one else besides you.

You,
you understand me,
you listen,
and you trust me.

I,
I love you,
I trust you,
and I miss you.

Written by Mariah W

THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

Some people see imperfections as things not to like about someone,
I see his imperfections as perfect.

when I speak his name,
everything stands still.

No one could ever grasp the beggining of why I love him.

What can I say?
I love him for who he's not,
not for who he is.

love,
is an action,
not a feeling,
but happiness is a feeling,
and he makes every ounce of me happy.

we dont love with our hearts,
we love with our brains.

"I love him from the bottom of my "heart"..." it should be" I love him from the bottom of my" cerebellum"

Written by Mariah W

I DON'T KNOW

(a song)
I don't know who I am
I don't know who I was
I don't know who you are
I dont know who you were

I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know what you're gonna do
I just know that I wanna be,
I wanna be,
I wanna be alone

All through the night
When I'm sitting at home
I'm putting up a fight
All I'm wanting to know is...

Everything about me
Everything about you
Everything is changing
Everything is gonna be okay

When you're holding me tight
All my fears disappear in the middle of the night
Everything seems so calmb
ut how is everything going wrong?

Written by Mariah W

LOVE

We all see love as a safe idea, but it's not.
Love is full of sadness, dispair, and unmercy.
But at times love can be sweet, caring, and warm.
You just need to know your heart and what it wants,
our hearts want compassion, love, caring,
but then agian it wants strength and faith,
love will give us all of this.
But at the same time, hate will also give us all of that and more.
Hate can bring us closer together and yet farther apart,
you will never know who truly hates you or who truly loves you.
Some people who may think they hate you,
may have a small place in their heart for you,
hiding in embarresment waiting to be discoverd.
Some day it will come out and hate will be known as love
and love will be known as hate.

Written by Mariah W

SECRETS

Why do we keep secrets?
Is it because we're just scared?
Why doesn't anyone just see through these?
What is the point if all goes unbared?

Why do we keep these things unsaid,
are we afraid of the outcome?
Why do we cry to ourselves lying in bed?
Why don't we just say whats on our head?

Is this just human nature,
Are we all just following a script?
Secrets are no more than lies,
because the truth is never said.

How can someone keep so many secrets from the
loved ones that cry because of the secrets kept
unsaid,covered up by lies?

We'll never be able to go on with our lives.

Written by Mariah W